Graduation

Graduation, a time of stress and chaos, the fight ageist seineritis, the drama, and rushing around, i think my hair is falling off in handfuls, and yet, i could not be more happy. There is this feeling of, a right of passage, a moment when you know that once this is over your life is going to change, a moment when you look back and realize how fast all these days have been, and you forget all of the drama, and juts stop. You take those steps as tears run down ur face, and you know that you did it, you made it. You graduated. Congrats my fellow class members of 2011. May your lives be perfect for you from now on, and may we see past what things we have done to hurt each other, and come back together this one last time before we leave.

heart troubles?

Great, as if the stress of graduating next week was not enough during lunch i fall to the floor, I fainted. Turns out i have a bad habit of not drinking water, and this time it fainally cought up with me and i fainted from dehidration. While i was at the doctors they checked my heart, turns out there is somthing odd with it. A part of my heart moves faster the the rast once inawahile, the doctor said its not serius, than said we should see a proffessional, witch always makes me worry, if im okay, why send me to get it checked out more?

fire

this week was hard for me, a small fire started in my room, and the only copy of my novel that i worked a year on is gone, all that work vanished, i remember some of it but, not all, i feel like the characters i made actually died, and it makes a tear fall down my cheek.