Your one person, do you have one?

Something seems to be happening in my school , I know I do not like it, but what it is I can not exactly say. The air of this place that I spend my days in has changed someway, somehow. When I walk down the halls pictures flash through my mind of things that I thought once existed but now never do. I used to day dream and run into the backs of people who should turn and smile, but now I receive a glare. Though you could say, how do you feel alone when you have great friends and are never actually alone. You see my Fiancée lives far from me and I find myself wondering why the halls seem so empty and i now i know, it is because he is not in them. No matter how many people that are around you that you love, i feel there is always that one person that you will feel lonely without even if they are just in the other room. An empty feeling only true love for friendship, can fill.
    

A dark snowy night.

It was a dark night the light from outside my small house's door make the falling snow sparkle as i pressed my hand to the glass feeling the cool air that was just behind it. This dark snowy day was more than just dark in light, but also mind. I* was starting to wonder what could a simple girl like me, who is not in the least bit physically appealing make it in the world that lays right outside that window. Wondered what i could do that would make people realize how much they can help, and how much they can hurt. Earlier that day a rumor was spread about me, a stupid obvious lie, and i knew this, i even thought how all these children i shall say reacted to it and teased me, but after being teased and harassed for so long, you start to believe what they say, and you start to hate yourself as well. Without putting on my coat i walked into the cold air but at that moment my phone began to ring, it was a text message from my fiancée, its said, "Some part of me is saying your hurt, just always know i love you."

I found him!

Oh my heart will not stop racing. I found him and now my face is bright red. I gave him an email and woke up to my laptop beeping, i had revived a new email, and it was from him. I sent one telling him how i feel so now i just have to wait for his response. Oh i so do hope he feels the same way, if not well at least i can say i tried.