Carma

My step father recently told me he used to be a bully when he was in high school, and he wondered if that was why his son, or my brother is picked on now, but i gave him my answer. "Dad, its not becase of you that Chazz and I are being bullied, its becase we are differnt, we are not what kids consider normal and they think that if they bully us enough we will be, but i wont let them, i will be myself because I know that the people that love me love me even more because i am unique." My step dad was not happy with my sudden engagement to my boyfriend, being an over protective dad that he is he was worried that we were moving to fast, but i told him not to worry, that even though i have been through so much, i have been nothing but kind to people, and my Carma is overdue to start paying me back that kindness, and he nodded and accepted the engagement and gave us his blessing, witch was not easy for him because he is not white and my dad is very slightly racist, and i know how hard it was for him to say yes, but i told him later, dad, thats one step closer to fixing your bad Carma.