confuson

A feeling that spins in my mind liek a mist, a feeling, or emotion that has no real reason, a feeling that casues you to become jumpy and short temepered, almost in a rush to figure things out. this feeling is filling my mind, a feeling I prefer to not have. You see i have a lot to think of right now. An old but still great friend is coming home for spring break, and he will be back this weekend, but ill be busy when i really want to just spend time with my firned, but i cant leave my family behind, i pretty much have to s\choose between the family i see every day and the friend im lucky to see once every three months other than the ocassonianl email, and well i guess i can ask him to caome over for short periods of time and more than once but he dose have other fiends, and probably wants to see his family, hmm what to do, i guess ill do what sombody told me before, fallow my heart and everything will be okay.