My friend Shi has a boyfriend, who i can tell she loves just a ton, but earlier he made the bad choice of bringing a knife to school and playing with it, someone told the teachers and he was expelled for the rest of the school year. Now my friend is depressed, will not say anything, and wont eat anymore. She misses him i can tell, but i just dont get why she is so sad, sure she cant see him during school this year, but its almost over and she can see him out of school. I just dont know what i can do to help her and i just wish i could do something instead of just begging her with tears in my eyes to stop hurting herself. She will not tell anyone what is going on, and she seems to ignore everybody but sometimes i see her look at me and smile, i love her smile, and i love her laugh even more, and i miss it something fierce, what do you do when your friend has given up on the world and things are not as bad as they seem, but you cant tell her because than she might call you unsupportive. Oh the struggles of love, and pain, and the weak teenage heart, oh how i wish love, could just be something much more simpler, and without all the pain, but i guess thats what makes it worth staying with it in the end.
But i must also admit that i find her reaction to this somewhat annoying, you see my feancée goes to collage out of state, and i only see him about three times a year, i miss him terably, and it upsets me a little to see how Shi is so broken and giving up when there are barely any opsticles in her way, she seems to be making no effort to make anything better, and yes it is rather irritating, i feel awful feeling this way, but i cant hold it in , i wish i could do something to help the poor girl, but her senior buddy, can not do a thing until she tries herself.
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