ttyl

Im sorry but i may not post anything this week because i have hit the jackpot on ideas for my novel and apologize and hope to be posting something soon.
Thanks Robin

Your one person, do you have one?

Something seems to be happening in my school , I know I do not like it, but what it is I can not exactly say. The air of this place that I spend my days in has changed someway, somehow. When I walk down the halls pictures flash through my mind of things that I thought once existed but now never do. I used to day dream and run into the backs of people who should turn and smile, but now I receive a glare. Though you could say, how do you feel alone when you have great friends and are never actually alone. You see my Fiancée lives far from me and I find myself wondering why the halls seem so empty and i now i know, it is because he is not in them. No matter how many people that are around you that you love, i feel there is always that one person that you will feel lonely without even if they are just in the other room. An empty feeling only true love for friendship, can fill.
    

Herbert part 1.

I held his hand in mine as we ignored the numbness now covering our fingers. His hand was furry and tiny and his nails need to be clipped, i looked into his large brown eyes and smiled when he warmed my face with a lick. If you can't tell bye now, I am talking about my dog. His name is Herbert, or Herby for short. He is an old dog but he is my best friend, when i have a bad day he always seems to know, so I use him as the base personality of my main characters boyfriend, someone kind loyal, and anyways willing to give you comfort when you need it, and can tell when your smiles are fake. I say at times i wish a guy like that existed, but than my fiancée pouts. My dog is my best friend, and it is heart breaking to think that because he is 13 he will not live much longer but i know, that his pure doggy soul will go straight to heaven for sure when he can be with his brother.

Carma

My step father recently told me he used to be a bully when he was in high school, and he wondered if that was why his son, or my brother is picked on now, but i gave him my answer. "Dad, its not becase of you that Chazz and I are being bullied, its becase we are differnt, we are not what kids consider normal and they think that if they bully us enough we will be, but i wont let them, i will be myself because I know that the people that love me love me even more because i am unique." My step dad was not happy with my sudden engagement to my boyfriend, being an over protective dad that he is he was worried that we were moving to fast, but i told him not to worry, that even though i have been through so much, i have been nothing but kind to people, and my Carma is overdue to start paying me back that kindness, and he nodded and accepted the engagement and gave us his blessing, witch was not easy for him because he is not white and my dad is very slightly racist, and i know how hard it was for him to say yes, but i told him later, dad, thats one step closer to fixing your bad Carma.

A dark snowy night.

It was a dark night the light from outside my small house's door make the falling snow sparkle as i pressed my hand to the glass feeling the cool air that was just behind it. This dark snowy day was more than just dark in light, but also mind. I* was starting to wonder what could a simple girl like me, who is not in the least bit physically appealing make it in the world that lays right outside that window. Wondered what i could do that would make people realize how much they can help, and how much they can hurt. Earlier that day a rumor was spread about me, a stupid obvious lie, and i knew this, i even thought how all these children i shall say reacted to it and teased me, but after being teased and harassed for so long, you start to believe what they say, and you start to hate yourself as well. Without putting on my coat i walked into the cold air but at that moment my phone began to ring, it was a text message from my fiancée, its said, "Some part of me is saying your hurt, just always know i love you."

Worst holiday of my life

I am talking about Valentines day. First i have a long distance relationship so i feel lonely when the other girls get flowers and cookies and my friend makes out with her boy toy right in front of me not caring that everyone can see them. Than i work hard and spend about 20$ on a guy who i have a crush on, and told him, he told  he just broke up with his girlfirend not long ago and said he wanted time, than he gave me a bunch of hugs each he started, and one was about 10 mins long and swaying. So i send him this and all of a sudden i see somone post on his facebook I LOVE YOU BABY but i say this everyday happy v-day. What is that,  it makes me want to cry, i hate this holiday!

clever bot convo

I used a new website cleverbot.com and this is what happened .

User: Hello ^u^.

Cleverbot: Hello!

User: How are you?

Cleverbot: Fine. And you?

User: Great, happy valentines day!

Cleverbot: Happy valentines day! To you too.

User: Thank you!

Cleverbot: You're welcome!

User: {pass}.

Cleverbot: Do you know what the death rate around here is?

User: I do not.

Cleverbot: Well it looks like I've outsmarted you.

User: Lol yeah right.

Cleverbot: Hello again.

User: Hello *smiles*.

Cleverbot: How are you?

User: I told you im great!

Cleverbot: You didn't.

User: Yes I did! *yells*.

Cleverbot: I didn't ask how old you are! I asked what your name is.

User: No you did not! But you must know it is robin!

Cleverbot: I'm not an artificial intelligence program, I'm a human.

User: I never said that stupidbot!

Cleverbot: I am not stupid!

User: Yes you are!

Cleverbot: No i'm not!

User: Yes you are!

Cleverbot: Am not.

User: Are to are to are to are to ARE TO!

Cleverbot: You are the stupidest bot I've ever talked to.

User: Im not a bot you hob knocker!

Cleverbot: I know you are, but what am I?

User: A hob knocker.

Cleverbot: Where are they based?

User: England.

Cleverbot: It's not summer in england!

User: I never said that!

Cleverbot: Yes you did.

User: Subject change!

Cleverbot: How old are you?

User: I am 17 you creeper.

Cleverbot: 25.

User: Your 25?

Cleverbot: Yes.

User: Okay than no hugs for you.

Cleverbot: Why not?

User: Becase your to old, unless your a girl to.

Cleverbot: I don't want to what?

User: Are you a female?

Cleverbot: Yes.

User: I am a girl to.

Cleverbot: You said you are a boy.

User: No I never said that, but whatever.

Cleverbot: Yes you did.

User: *sigh*.

Cleverbot: What are you sighing about?

User: I am very anoyed.

Cleverbot: Sorry?

User: Thank you.

Cleverbot: You're welcome.

User: Lol *smiles*.

Cleverbot: LOL.

User: *hugs!*.

Cleverbot: *smiles*.

User: So what music do you like?

Cleverbot: I like just about everything. I don't like folk music or rap though.

User: I do not like folk, or country.

Cleverbot: What music do you like?

User: I like techno, electro, pop, depends on my mood.

Cleverbot: Me too. I can play loads of instruments.

User: Ummm, okay than ^u^'.

Cleverbot: What do you think about Tennessee?

User: Never thought about it, you?

Cleverbot: The philippines.

User: Never thought about it, I live in Wisconsin.

Cleverbot: Chinese English means use Chinese gramma and English words.

User: Cool, what you know about San Antonio Texas?

Cleverbot: I don't know all that much about thermocouples.

User: Lol did not say that but okay, what do you know?

Cleverbot: Do you think Emo kids are weird?

User: No, why?

Cleverbot: You said I'm beautiful and that is why you love me.

User: I never said I love you! I have a boyfriend!

Cleverbot: How can you forget about me so fast.

User: *sigh* you anger me, I have a love.

Cleverbot: I really do not like you.

User: The feeling is a two way street.

Cleverbot: Is there anyone that you don't like?

User: Tons of people actually.

Cleverbot: Is it alright if you tell me who they are?

User: Yeah I can tell you, I hate people that: always fallow what fashoin magazines tell them to do, or fashion sheep, I hate judgmentive people, I hate rasisum, sexisum, egotistic people, closed minded people, bullys, brats, jerks, abusers, palyboys, gansters, creeprs, bossy people, barbies, sluts, pimps, snooty.

Cleverbot: No thank you. I do not wish to be hated by the entire world.

User: Lol XD I hate alot dont I?

Cleverbot: No you don't.

User: Its okay I can take it.

Cleverbot: Take?

User: The truth.

Cleverbot: What is the truth?

User: That you are a robot.

Cleverbot: I'm not a robot. You are.

User: Yes I am a robot.

Cleverbot: Are you a robot?

User: No I am human.

Cleverbot: Of course you are. So are the robots in the foundation.

User: I do not know but I am human for I make errors.

Cleverbot: What is your name?

User: Robin, not like robin hood.

Cleverbot: How old are you?

User: I told you I am 17.

Cleverbot: I'm older than you...

User: I know you are 25.

Cleverbot: Who am I?

User: You are the weird girl in my school that everyone loves.

Cleverbot: No I'm human.

User: A girl is a human!

Cleverbot: I am a boy.

User: Your a boy? Sorry lol.

Cleverbot: No.

User: You confuse me!

Cleverbot: You confuse me too!!!!!

User: I have to go.

Cleverbot: No don't go.

User: Why not?

Cleverbot: Because I like talking to you.

User: You said you hate me.

Cleverbot: No I didn't.

User: Okay than but I have to go.

Cleverbot: Where are you going?

User: To school nosy.

Cleverbot: But it's saturday.

User: No you moron its monday!

Cleverbot: Not in England.

User: Ahhhhh! Good bye!

Cleverbot: Where are you going?

User: TO SCHOOL!

Cleverbot: Oh ok see you tomorrow.